Conclusions smonclusions

i came to realise how fickle i am
actually no, thats a big crappy lie
i've always been fickle
wahaha
so anyway
i've sorted out some issues with myself
convinced myself about some stuff
then i told my buddy about it
then while narrating to him
i realisd my arguments were quite fallascious
and now i'm having a hard time convincing myself
nvm
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today, i TRIED mugging
tried
and for that, i am proud
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what..? its the thought that counts what!
lawlz
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OOH yeah thank you Mr Notes on my trusty n73ME!
went pass some civil defence or saf related place or something
and saw this bilboard that says:
A Moment of Vigilance,
A Lifetime of Assurance.


i'm sure ah
more like a moment of vigilance, a lifetime of paranoia or insecurity
seriously
once u make urself aware of like danger around u
or once u convince urself that u are vulnerable
u have to be on guard for the rest of your life
u cant like pick up a shield for a moment and go 'ooh ok i'm now protected for the rest of my life' and like put it down
makes no sense!
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speaking of making no sense
its quite weird
for a person to like put in his best into writing something
then after he's done
he edits the whole thing
if he can edit it
then like he might as well do the doc the edited way during the first shot
rather than like edit it
lol nvm its a fallacious argument.
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diabetese!

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ooooooooooooooooooooooookkkkkkk
i sorted some things out
thats all that's worth rejoicing la 4 now
bye

Little2 things

Started off the day quite emo and tired
but when i reached school
talked to friends
kinda cheered me up
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and Nadim, one of the little kids in my group for buddy camp
called and msged me when i was on the way home!
gahh he's damn nice ah
its like a month after buddy camp..? and he still keeps in contact w me?
gawd i feel kinda honoured that i made such an impact on some people's lives
must appreciate these kinda little2 things!!! :D
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=|8-o

Alter Bridge is <3
haha
Mark Tremonti is like how pro!
and their drums like how nice ah
and their vocalist ah
wah damn power
like seriously
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hmm i <3 my friends!
Thanks Funx for the belated birthday card
thanks 5A!
but erm, the symbolism..
-rolls eyes-
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apart from all that
havent found much joy in anything else lately.

Green...Yellow..Red!

lol
performing with Traffic,
yet another of my many one-off bands,
was an amazing experience.
like performing in open space
in front of like ok not a large crowd
but damn large venue
with people all over the venue
so yeah quite a large crowd
ok what m i talking?
haha.
but my playing...
let's just say there's lots of room for improvement.
but it was fun nonetheless.
Thanks guys for the fun time!

:D

ok i love my drumsticks
and i'm progressing rather well on my imaginary drumset
but my thighs are sore!
coz i dont have a drum set and like drumming in mid air abit ineffective
so i drum on my thighs so at least i can accurately feel the timing of my hands
haha ok abit spaz
but its effective!
much more effective than me hitting the pillow
ooh and my shin/calves are aching too
from the pedal-ing!
meh.
it hurts like shit leh
i'm like limping.
meh.
cant wait 4 sunday!

ooh i'll post some pics later. :D

Appreciate.

Yeah that's what i try to do most of the time
But sometimes i just forget to.
But anyway on this "joyous" day
I would like to thank everyone for the birthday wishes and all!
=D

Vinod
Brian
Aiqing
Abang
Hazwani
Fatin
Wee Hao
Adilah
Nor Lin
Li Ying
Ramizah
Humairah
Ros
Hairah
Kak Fairuz
Kak Siti
Fung Shing
Nic
Syimah
Liyana
5A
mum&dad:)

and anyone i 4got to mention.
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OK i should be happy
It's my 17th birthday
and the world is trying to make a conscious effort to take care of the Earth
so we'll have a longer time to try to achieve world peace
but
somehow i'm not happy.
hmm.