suprised...

that i actually remember that i have this blog..
have been very busy lately.
"emo-ed" alot once in a while...
my mood swings are getting from bad to worse ah
ok it depends on how you define 'bad' or 'worse'
because like now i can turn moody dammmmnnnn fast
and damn easily too
but i return back to happy or at least neutral mood just as quickly too
so yeah

hmm the problem with not blogging regularly is that
you'll forget a lot of stuff!
yeah.
ok back to PW


ok wanted to post something about the way i work in teams
but nevermind.



world peace! +)

13

I was blogsearching for 13 then i realised gah what the hell i might as well blog about it myself.
NEXT PARAGRAPH.
ok 13 was Raffles Rock concert.
lets get the dirty stuff out of the way 1st.
1stly, 3 songs was definitely not enough.
1st song warm up
2nd song like i just got comfortable on stage
3rd song like wah final song already
meh
but better 3 gd songs then stretching ourselves for a fourth song at the 11th hour, no?
and
i swear i could have played better
but people said i did alright
though i think maybe they're being nice
or they just being very lenient with their judgement
or mayb coz they havent seen the guitar pwnzers in the 2nd half
yeah
but thanks everyone!

happy stuff
my band did great
hours before, during sound check,
my amp/pedal screwd up like hell
sound overpowerd the rest
yes, all 6 of my other members
i must have been THAT loud
haha
anyway
we got put off ah and like were quite dead after that
and i went somewhere alone to like emo a bit
not really emo lar
sit along corridor
listen to master of puppets and GnR
then like followed ari crash jazz awhile
then i was like 'ok taufiq. just go ahead and pull it off'
so i went back pac
changed up
did last sound check for evanescence
did much better
morale rose like hell :D

then concert started
Eden Sol was 1st
we were 2nd
but we were waiting backstage
i playd the songs over my phone speakers
get the feel of the song etc
and like then it was our turn
wooh

evanescence was awesomeer then soundcheck
one of our better shots at the song
one of our better shots
yeah. but it was good nontheless
i screwd up here and there as usual
oh i think i was too comfortable onstage
i was like talking to hyqel who was like offstage, in front
lolness
oh oh we made a bluder somewhere in that song but aiqing jumped back into the song yay!
anw e got smoke machine and i went oooh smoke
anw 2nd song
Dont Look Back in Anger
my band was awesome
but my solos abit repetitive
and haha i think by this time i was suppperrr comfy with the stage
i kept bending down 2 change sounds on my pedal
DURING the song
and i went forward to the monitor speakers
and cupped my ears to try to hear me playing
hahaha
ok nvm spaz
last song
Zombie by cranberries
wooh
killer sia
but my solo again...
meh

anw overall, 2 b honest, my band was great
i was the major letdown
but i didnt screw up too badly

anw anw anw
mahirah gave me toblerone
yay!
and i put it into my jeans pocket and went moshing and 'body surfing'
smart.
so it kinda looked weird after that
but i wont post the pic here
abit.. gruesome
haha no lar.
just lazy to upload

and and
i take pride in my verrryyy low guitar
as in i wear my guitar super low
even slash when he wears in its like some part of the guitar body actually goes above his waist line
mine
whole guitar body under my waist
hahaha
and i am very proud to say that even though i screwd up
it wasnt due to the low guitar
so i wont have to pull my guitar up
just need to practise more
haha

and ari said i was quite Slashy
damn shud hav bought a pocky and pretend it was a cigarette


anw overall.
i am very proud of my band.
2 mths old, plus minus.
very big band
busy with our own schedules
yet we put up that kinda show
im proud of us, Brown Cow Entourage.

MOO!!! \m/

i wanted to blog but like yeah lost my mood to blog.
well im just lazy.
FEEDBACK
uuuwwaaaauuunngggwaaaaunnnngggggggg!

yay

is it just me
or does it like really sucks to see a friend feeling down and low?
well i guess that depends on either
a) how close u are to that person; or
b) how, erm, 'up and high' that person is normally.

dealing with b) first,
i guess that if that person is normally very 'up and high'
to the extent of being abnormal,
then when that person feels low
u'll b very greatly affected
like as if that person was at the point of suicide
when in actual fact that person may just be having a bad day.
ok mayb you found that confusing.

lets see
imagine a graph
got x axis
got y axis
y axis range is from -10 to 10
so..
person A is the damn happy person
like super happy
so like max point is at y=10
then person B is a typical person
max happy point is y=5
take y=-5 to be like depression
and y= -10 to be suicidal mood
and y=0 to be serious mood
so right
when person A turns serious
his mood will drop by 10
and relative to a normal person, who's max mood stands at 5,
that would mean depression!
k nvm i cant b botherd 2 xplain

n i cant b botherd 2 explain b) either


but anw i guess its quite saddening 2 see u frens sad
so like yeah cheer everyone up, everybody!
mayb THEN u'll have world peace
unless like there are some people who will only find happiness in global chaos n destruction.
nvm.



ooh n im attempting 2 fix my Les Paul necks
and i sprained my neck
ironical sia
mayb the epoxy will work on my neck.




// and i dont wanna die unless i've made a difference to the live of everyone who knows me.