i am going to EXPLODE very soon...

Title? Don't tell you!!!

Just like the pied piper..
Led rats through the streets..
Dance like a marionette..
Swaying to the symphony..
Swaying to the symphony..
of destruction!

haha. thats from a song called Symphony of Destruction
by Megadeth.

I seriously should listen to more mainstream stuff.
like totally man.
ok maybe not mainstream.. at least current stuff.
Matter of Life and Death? (Iron Maiden's latest album.. lol)
wait did i get the title right?
gahh so much 4 being an Iron Maiden fan.

anyway. like seriously.
more current. more mainstream.
variety. yes. variety.

ok I'm Going Slightly Mad.
haha.
thats a song by Queen btw..

but like thats like the closest to appropriate song from my computer that matches my feelings and thoughts right now.
2 b honest, i have not listened to the song myself.
haha.
but the title is like so appropriate ah.

either that
or Cryin'
by Aerosmith.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

ahem.
nvm.


ok im seriously going mad.
like on my wmp now playing list
its like my whole Dreamtheatre collection
not that many lar
but still
that
and aerosmith
MUSE
all my Red Hot Chilli Peppers stuff
and a lot of ulu songs that i haven heard in years
and i haven heard those songs 4 a reason ok...
haha.

ah ok mayb i shall occupy myself by sending songs 2 my bandmates
waaahhhh bandddd
like ydae.. i askd if anyone heard Sweet Child o Mine before..
apart from jabez, all said no..
then i playd the main riff
then the gurls went 'OH oh i heard b4...'
then janelle or somebody went 'But that one like how long ago one....'
gahh.
thats why im like telling myself 2 listen 2 more current stuff
and got other reasons as well ah
hmmph

fyi its 14 years ago.. if im not wrong. lol!




























~
its freaking tiring 2 play pretend

My funky family

I have a younger sis
her name's Shima.
she is funky.
like seriously.
chubby.
adorable.
got some very peculiar habits.
and like very fun lar.

she's quite creative, i find.
like just now i was at my grandma's.
then like i was with my nephews and all
den along came my sis
she was holding some achievement card
and like a clear folder file with those clear plastic pockets
and a scissors
nonono she wasnt having suicidal thoughts
and no, neither was she trying 2 file up her blood cells.
ok not funny.
anyway.
she wanted 2 like make a small plastic pocket 4 her achievement card
so she can keep it clean
and she can keep the card in her book
i told her use like those plastic book wrappers lar
then she said already thought of it
but like she didn't go out 2day
and she had none at home
so yeah compromise
cut out the A4 plastic folder
cut away one corner of it
den like become mini folder leadi ah
so kewl right?

anyway v hard 2 explain
but like yeah had 2 do abit of stapling 4 the plastic
and like i helped her stapler
it was super untidy work
then like after i finished
she told me
i could hav folded the uneven edges of the plastic 1st
so that it would look neater
then stapler.
n i was like o yar.

~
i have a nephew called Badrul Nizam
chubby
adorable
well behaved little boy
but abit of a cry baby

just now my mum was like talking to my aunt
and he was like right behind my mum
and like my mum didnt realise his presence
and incidentally she turned around
v fast
her hand accidentally whacked the back of badrul's head
and his face got smashed into the wall
haha
ok im so evil
but like haha
he started 2 cry ah
and like at first
my mum thought he was laughing
-.-
like u know lar
little kids when they cry
they drag one syllable at the start
like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
from soft to lOUDD
haha
ok nvm no point
but it was quite funny lar
my mum initially thought he was laughing!
lol!

anyway after that incident ok already
he went 2 watch tv
lying down flat
under a bench
my aunt's hse has a wooden bench
and he was lying down right under it
perpendicular
and his legs were under the bench
and then his bulging tummy comes out
followd by his head and all
and like anyway
on top of the bench
was his younger brother
Badrul Amin
quite plump too
well very actually, the both of them
adorable
but like damn naughty and hyperactive
he was lying down on top of the bench
playing with some figurines
to cut the long story short
he fell off the bench
BOOM!
body slam!
ouch
wait
it was either body slam
or badrul nizam's tummy got knee-ed by amin
ouch.
damn pitiful ah badrul.


and amin
he's pri one
but he talks like he's of my grandma's age sometimes
my grandma= his great grandma, mind you.
like seriously

like got one incident
it was some celebration at his pri school
and like my sis studies there as well
she's pri 3
and like on that day they were supposed 2 go 2 school in school u
but like halfway change 2 CVs or cultural clothes or something
dunno what lar
anyway
my grandma
was telling him
that if he wants
shima, being elder and etc
can bring his clothes ah
and like mayb they meet up somewhere like during recess so she can pass him his clothes
(and mayb even help him wear his clothes. serioussly. he dammmnn dependant on others. not that he's not capable of doing stuff on his own. he'z just lazy)
anyway
he rplied 2 my grandma
translated:
Dear great grandma, you think Shima has nothing else to do is it, other than to look out 4 me at school? she has her own schoolwork and homework to do you know. and she's also a prefect. she is a very bz person. i can change my own clothes on my own lah. its ok.

it was in malay la. it wud b rofl-ish if you heard the way he said it.
~
sometimes
its like these little things in life
that i take 4 granted
that i overlook or something.
its like.
so fun
hmm ok liyana's right im rambling.

O.o but yay anyway!

And that's how I'll describe my 1st jamming session with my new band.
Haha. yay happy happy!
Ok I'm gonna put like a happy conclusion,
so must start off with the opposing view points 1st.

1st. No bassist/adly/band leader.
wah my band is 6-pieces one leh.
3 ppl down.. wah sux.

2nd. Ari crashed.
he made quite a hell of a noise and distracted us abit.

3rd. Started off on a O.o note..
Janelle said something which was like totally unexpected and out of the blue and everything.

4th. We didnt complete all our songs.
no elaboration needed.

OK!
rebuttal points!

1st. Adly IS the bassist AND band leader.
so we could cover the loss of one man ah.
but yeah he missed out on all the fun.

2nd. At least i could occupy myself by telling ari he's an ass.
haha. no lar i didnt. and he wasnt an ass. he covered bass by playing on electone.
and like yeah he helped me tune my guitar 2 the electone
which was like much closer 2 me then the piano.
i mean like seriously. the electone was next 2 me.
the piano was at the end of the room. lol!

3rd.
i've got no comments.. ok betta move on b4 i start talking rubbish.


haha.
but jamming was great lah overall.
although we had some hickups here and there, like those mentiond above..
yeah it was great, especially 4 a 1st time.
we did here without you
hero
and intended to do call me when u're sober
but we didnt
but it was still great anyway
yay!
~
hmm i came 2 realise
that like i've really taken things 4 granted
i dont know why i said that lar but like yeah
as in not that i dont know
i just cant pinpoint exactly what made me said that

itz just like u like something v much
soo much that u like cant pinpoint what makes u like that thing
coz like u juz dunno where 2 start

hmm anyway
today i made a fren really mad
and i feel really bad about it

and like while b4 crossing the road 2 go my grandma's hse
i was like really damn scared
what if i get hit by a car like now
right now
before i could apologise
and i was like contemplating whether 2 cross or msg 1st
ok i shant lie
i crossed 1st
but while crossing i was like thinking o shit what if i die now
right now
but i made it lah
straightaway i msgd that friend
ok on hindsight i find it rather stupid 2 get distracted by your imaginations about death
while u're crossing a road bend
i could hav died! lol!

ok death is not funny.
i dunno y m i writing all these on this blog ah
haha
but im feeling very up now
not very lar
quite up
still abit sore about something
and still feel bad coz i was like so damn bad 2 my friend
but like im quite happy
that i can actually feel remorse

but seriously taufiq, what were u thinking?

gah.

but im happy2!

:D

O yar..

gah wanted 2 put up a vid
but something wrong with my mouse's copy-paste skills.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5oNz4hXwDqA&mode=related&search=
so there's the link.

Booya!

ok i posted something on my other blog.
but somehow didn't appear.

anyway.
after so many months.
i finally touched my electric guitars!!
seriously miss em ah
but now i only took out my Epiphone and Squier
i havent touched the brandless 24 fretted one with FLOYD ROSE 4 damn long already
need.money.to.fix.guitars!
haha

anyway just now i was tuning my epiphone
the last E string
the top most one ah
then turn turn turn the peg
skali
CRACK!
as in got crack sound
the neck leadi cracked lar
and like now it got worse
from the front right
the headstock senget sebelah
tilted 2 one side.
lolz.

gah and the strings are like super rusty.
but but but.. the wonders of a piece of tissue paper man
haha.
still rusty lar
and still stinks
but now at least not so bad.
yes yes go buy new strings
i heard ya
wait till i get my next pay lar
my pocket money
i got like 12 bucks left
and another 50 bucks my dad gave lar
but i dont wanna spend that.
gah.

kay gimme a sec
*pulls strings* *moans*
*slides* *moooaaaaaaannnnsssss**
nvm.
hahaha.
god i miss my guitars.









gahhh stop blues-ing!!
must. start. learning. new. songs!
hmm should i learn the songs im supposed 2 play 4 this friday?
or Layla by clapton?

hmm...


WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE by guns n roses!! wooh!

maoo..

Take 5!

Yay!
Yesterday was a very fun day at the CCAB.
wooh!
ok gimme a min while i watch STP videos.
wooh!
woops i ended up watching Velvet Revolver instead.
nevermind.

anyway.
yepz.
take 5 was fun.
lol actually all i did most of the time was stone.
But it was fun lah.
The atmosphere.
Though i was abit the loner most of the time.
Walked around quite a bit.
met familiar faces every other minute.
talk talk
walk walk walk
then see familiar faces again
talk talk
then walk walk walk
yeah u get the drift
fast n furrioouusssssss..... drift drift drift drift!
haha.

anyway one of the more memorable bits was the talentime thingey
still abit sore that i didnt get to join
but yeah it was super fun
all the bands were great.
seriously.
hyqel's band was the worst as compared to the rest
but they were damn good, honest.
just that the song was played abit too fast so hyqel did more rapping then singing, lol.
but they were damn gd. so that kinda says how good the rest were.
geneve's band was superb. she's one of my fav vocalist.
narpal's band was woahh
bon jovi..
wooh!
they seriously should do like Guns n Roses ah, like their harder songs
Nightrain or Paradise City or Dont Cry or Welcome to The Jungle
narpal can sure sing those songs i bet.
i didnt really get 2 watch indra's band (coz syimmy was bugging me 2 look 4 d whole class n gather them at the finishing line 2 cheer on the class amazing race team)
but i could here them frm far away n they sounded great nonetheless.
and triad.
woah.
as tight as ever.
~
had brunch at mr prata or wdvr that place is called
super fun sia..
yep yep then went off our own ways
~
syafiq was telling me mrt jokes
-.-
and haha me n him n ari saw a bunch of.....
and like automatically ari took out his ipod n playd that particular song...
hahaha nvm nvm sensitive issue >.<
~
went ntuc w my mum
o yes which reminds me i wanna do sum reviews on sum dairy products but gah no mood ah.
o wellz.

world peace! :D

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I'd love to post something happy at this point in time.
After all, this is a happy blog.
And since i can only blog happy stuff on it,
that means i cant blog now.
tsk.

Yay!

yay i got a1 4 hml.
i am pleased.
but xaminations r not xactly the most accurate form of assestments.
but congrats 2 those who achieve what they wanted anyway.

world peace!

*attempts to catch my breath*

sharks! almost got it but aiyo..
yesh got it! catch! you're the catcher!
*now i run away from my breath*

ok nvm.
good lord i seriously need to turn over a new leaf.
nopes i shall not say sumtin about green earth club.
oh darn.

this blog shall be a children-friendly blog!
no v*****ities!
:D

ok but yeah anyway i was like hyperventilating just now
coz i was playing air guitar again
>.<
Seriously Taufiq, playing air guitar more than u play an actual guitar won't get you far.
*takes a long ride on a train*

wooh which reminds me of this song by Stone Temple Pilots!
here's the chorus:

Leavin on a southern train
Only yesterday you lied,
Promises of what I seemed to be
Only watched the time go by,
All of these things you said to me

Guess wad song? did i hear Plush?
RONG!!
its Interstate Love Song!

which reminds me i nid 2 go practise my SYF songs

n o yes about hyperventilating just now

hmm btw i dont blame u if u dont see the links btwn whatever i say whenever i say 'which reminds me..'
my train of thoughts is verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long, and i tend to skip carriages. ok lame but yeah thats the closest analogy i can give to explain how my brain works.

anyway anyway anyway
yes i was playing air guitar all of a sudden
because
ok i dunno why i try 2 explain my daily habit
but anyway
yeah
i was ventilating after i got excited after playing air guitar
bcoz
i was thinking about my blogs
-.-

haha seriously
i was planning what to write on my blog
and then i thought of writing about my plan to be schizophrenic
like currently my clonerz blog is like the sad blog n this blog is my happy blog yay!
so yeah i came up w diz theory that i might turn schizo
so anyway i was thinking it wud so cool if i can apply that to my guitar playing
like at one point i'm like playing super shredding n metallish n rockish solos
then suddenly i drop down to my knees and like start playing super slow emo stuff
with super emo body n facial language
ok sharks im having adrenaline rush again just by thinking about it
n yeah like i was imaginationing about being on stage lah
den like i imagined playing
then like i dno la i juz got super excited
wooohhh
sharks im hyperventilating again.


haha ok thats about it.
>.<


:)

boohoo..

My dad's gonna buy a new hp
Sony Ericsson W850I or sumtin
and i like checked it out on the net..
and im droooooooooolllliiiiinnnnngggggggg..
waah im jealous of my dad! hahaha.

haha but yeah im glad he's finally buying a new phone.
and i hope he won't like give in to me and lend me.
tsk. im such a bad son.
haha.

as in seriously.
like if he buy new phone ah, confirm i borrow.
den i'll somehow spoil it
unintentionally of course.
haha.
but still bad enough.

so i hope this time my father wont lend me.
because the 2.0mp camera
the 1gb memory
mp3 player
waaaaaaahhhhh dammn tempting!! ):
hahaha.


aaannd
i believe in karma.
well no i don't
i just believe what goes around comes around
well that is karma, right?
haha.
but i refuse to say i believe in karma..
'cos it sounds so damn cliche
and no im not trying to be different
i'm just trying to be me
same diff lah.

anyway anyway
yeah i believe what goes round comes around.
so yeah i shall resolve to treating this particular person super nicely
so that hopefully somebody will be nice to me
wait a sec
what the hell m i talking
that person is already super nice to me lah
seriously
but
sigh i dunno what i want...

wooh v.day's coming.
wah reminds me of WWII
D.day.
nvm.

..you are my sunshine

..my only sunshine

..you make me happy

..when skies are grey

..you never know dear

..how much i love you

..so please don't take

..my sunshine away =)

Some people...

Some nation, some singapore!
aha not funny.

anyway.
some people.
really read too deeply into whatever i say or i write
on my blogs
then they misinterprete
then they start giving inaccurate advices
haha
thanks 4 the concern
but yeah
but thanks 4 the concern anyway
appreciated.

anyway
life's been super dupper hectic!
but fun!
but hectic.
but fun!
meh.

o ya.
i 4got wad happy stuff 2 blog abt.
embeekkkkk.