One Day

One day the sun will shine on you,
Turn all your tears to laughter.
One day your dreams may all come true,
One day the sun will shine on you.

Gary Moore songs are like really damn nice
The lyrics are like damn simple yet,
how do i put it,
sincere?
yeah.
Its not the complicated complicated emo sad soppy kind
Can be a bit mushy la
but still damn simple
yet the songs are really emo
btw when i say emo i don't mean the sit one corner and slit your wrist kind of emo
i mean got a lottt of emotion inside
ok maybe its the same thing to some
but haha yeah just in case
ok to be honest what i liked at first about his songs are his guitar solos
I started with classical guitar
Started electric guitar with metal
haha
then went to like blues
slow songs
hard rock
then now a bit of everything
but i like slow, emo solos
Yeah shredding is impressive
but emo solos are moving
=:)

hmm i realised i havent blogged properly about buddy camp
lets see what i can remember about it now
Hmm i remember i learnt a lot of stuff from the camp
About responsibility? Maybe.
I don't know what i've learnt. but the camp was like a really nice experience

like 4 one thing i got a tiny taste of what it was like being my parents
coz one of the kids i took care of had stomachache
and like i had to pay abit of extra attention to him ah
like at first just brought him to medic
medic gave him Axe Oil (i dno why they give such a brand for oil. why not double edge sword or chainsaw or jackhammer(jackhammer? O.o) ? ok nvm)
then he ok a bit
then pain again
then i took the oil
rubbed it on him
then like made him drink warm water
make him lie down a while
haha just like my mum/dad will do to me when i get stomachache
lol but his stomachache was on off on off
and on d 3rd day syahirah(medic) gave him eno
and haha he shit in his pants
lol pity that guy sia, last day
anw i just finished cleaning up the bunks when that happend
so i had to run down and, erm, assist him in cleaning his pants
me and amin (facilitator from another group)
lol.
damn fun experience!

another kid under my care also had mild fever and runny nose
brought him to medic
gave panadol
then i filled up his bottle with warm water for him to drink
then like medic told me to check on him hourly ah when he sleeps
check his temperature et all
so i stayed up all night
but i din check on him every hour lar
once a few hours
tsk so irresponsible
i was awake with razanah(my partner faci) outside the guy's bunks
writing short messages for the kids in our group
damn pathet ah
only 10 cards
we took like until the next morning
and i stayed awake all the way
razanah fell asleep at like, erm, 4? 4+?
haha
oh a lot of the facis and the organisers people joined us
to chat and all
i think thats why we din finish our work
hahaha
ok nvm
but it was fun nonetheless
anw the kid with fever
alfian
was damn funny
he woke up like at 2 am to go toilet or something
and he went out of the bunk
lucky i was outside
the facis were supposed 2 sleep near the doors, inside the bunk
so like if the kids wanna go out, they can easily find the facis
but there were like 4 doors
2 locked
and one faci slept at the unlocked door at the other end of the room
and the other two slept at a locked door
so like yeah poor alfian had to go out of the bunk by himself
ok anw that was the 1st time he was awake
2nd time was 4.30 am
the kids were suppsed 2 wake up at 5
lol
anw yeah he woke up
went to pee
then when he cleaned up
water splashed onto his pants
so he went up
took a fresh pair of pants
and went down again just to change in the toilet
i told him he could have changed in the bunk
everyone was asleep
then like he said maybe some of them only pretending to sleep
hahaha damn cute ah
he's pri 2 or 3 i think
anw later that morning
it was the last day of camp
i asked him if he drank finish the warm water
he said he din drink one bit
coz the bottle was screwed too tight
woops
hahaha
eh not my fault ah
when he woke up at 2 that time i asked him he got drink water not
he said that he did
tsk
haha
and like i told syahirah about it or sumtin
n she was like "scolding" me
hahaha
or blaming me lar
but like not my fault ah!
he never say!
:/
aha nvm

anw the kids are like really nice kids ah
some of the facis claim that the kids are like rather naughty
haha ok they are to some extent la
but kids will be kids!
i kept telling myself that i was once like that
so yeah cant really scold them
i only raise my voice like when they all gather and make a lot of noise
and just refuse to shut up
but i only raise my voice because if i dont my voice would have been lost amidst the noise they were making
and i wouldn't have been able to get their attention
so yeah
:D

ooh and like 2 days ago
friday
i went all the way 2 bukit batok 4 friday prayers
coz some of d kids wanted 2 meet me
we did nothing lar basically
but like yeah it was fun
hahaha

hmm ok i think that was the only fruitful thing i've done throughout the holidays
3 days taking care of kids
out of the 30 free days i was given
shit i need 2 spend my time more wisely.

So long, it was so long ago..
But I still got the blues for you..
Though the days come and go
There is one thing I know
I still.. got the blues.. for you..

no i'm not dedicating the song to anyone. its just damn nice. love for the whole world! :)